Monday, October 22, 2007

Even Keel

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Today all appears to be back to normal. Shaken of course, but I can pull through that - it was quite a shock I gave myself there and a remi...
Sunday, October 21, 2007

A quiet Sunday

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I did take it easy and only once did I get any more problems which was just a bit of debris. All appears to be clear and all appears to hav...

The calm after the storm

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At least I hope it is. During the night, it must have been about 2, I went to the toilet and there was a large clot and some blood but end o...

Sleepless Night

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I don't think it is worry that is keeping me awake. I've pretty much come to terms with the fact that this is what I should expect ...
Saturday, October 20, 2007

Revenge of the Black Dog

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Well I had written the last blog entry and all seemed OK. Went to the toilet and a full stream of blood and bits came out non stop, it was h...

And another

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After a few more clears - another one. I don't think anything to worry about particularly as this has happened before. It just turns yo...

Spoke too soon

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Another scab came flying out with associated debris and blood. It is weird and and disturbing all at the same time. Again, it sort of shoo...

Well that brought me back to earth with a shock

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I had two "OMG" moments last night (OMG Oh My God!!) I went to the toilet and it was strange but I suddenly felt that something ha...
Friday, October 19, 2007

Too Young to Die

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That's a strange thing to say. You hear it a lot. I often want to ask what is the right age then? English is a peculiar language.
Thursday, October 18, 2007

Outlook

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I'm still really positive about everything and still feeling on top of it. I need to get a bit more structure back in to every day life...

Exercise

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Back up to 20 minutes a day now and that stretched my muscles around my stomach a bit. I can feel everything beginning to get tightened up ...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007

The Ecess of Youth

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Well not quite youth but I did have a real blow out meal this evening Cream os Asparagus soup, Duck in a Cherry sauce (OK boiled potatoes an...

Back to exercising

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I felt confident enough today to get back onto the cross trainer and give it 10 minutes on a steady programme. It was just enough to get me...
Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Amusing Stories out of Sad ones

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At the weekend we went to the Christening of a surviving twin and I took the family to the grave side - very sad. But it was really a double...
Monday, October 15, 2007

You can read into things what you want

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But here was a very strange thing. I got hold of some Orange Advocacy wrist bands which have Bladder Cancer Awareness on them. Well I try ...

Still uncomfortable

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It has been two weeks since the op and I am still uncomfortable. I don't remember being this bad for this long last time. Perhaps they...

Why do simple things still annoy me?

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I find some things really annoy me. How about the News. Yesterday, nothing else happened in the world apart from England won the rugby aga...
Sunday, October 14, 2007

A Pleasant Sunday

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We went to see my Friend's son christened. This is the surviving twin from the tragic death of the other one in July. I took the famil...
Saturday, October 13, 2007

Dreams and Demons

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The dreams and the demons appear to have gone away and the Black Dog hasn't visited for quite a while either. Work has taken a big part ...

Scar Wars V

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Scar Wars V Scar Wars Episode 5 (Cue Music) In a Galaxy far, far away. Our hero has fled from the hands of BCG and Bad Catheter and once mor...