Saturday, July 26, 2008

Last post for a while

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Getting ready to go on holiday. Phew, do I need it. As I finished work yesterday I could feel the reverse thrusters and the brakes come on...
Friday, July 25, 2008

Dreams and nightmares

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I dream in colour and they are very vivid. Last night I had a very frightening dream, so real I could hardly believe it and this morning I w...
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Thinking about myself

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This holiday will be different from last years. Last year - a celebration that things were going in the right direction - lots of things to...
Thursday, July 24, 2008

Reflections and almost some tears

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I was out with very good friend who had Prostate Cancer a few weeks before I had my diagnosis. 2 years tomorrow since I had the operation an...
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

How I hate

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Commuting and all that goes with it. Really warm day, get to the station to come home - track side fire, signals not working, station heavi...
Tuesday, July 22, 2008

A Good Day Today

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I really motored on with my work today and got a load done. I am of course trying to get everything done before Friday - my last day - and ...

BA History here I come

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I signed off the documents and paid the fee today and so now I am on my way. What a stroke of luck though, one of the first aspects of stud...

How could I forget?

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21st July - the day I was diagnosed 2 years ago. Probably a good thing that I am not remembering anniversary dates! The 25th was the day I...
Monday, July 21, 2008

And yet I had a good day

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I'm tired - it is the story of my life these days but I enjoyed my day at work and I do work really hard but I love my job - it is so va...

Something not quite right

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It seems a strange thing to say because, nothing has been quite the same for a couple of years and yet whilst I am complaining that I haven...
Sunday, July 20, 2008

Read the Signs

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I tend to not be taking notice of what my body tells me. For example on Friday it was the staff summer party. I wasn't particularly thra...
Thursday, July 17, 2008

Fatigue

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It appears to be something that I am getting towards the end of the week and it is controllable. I am feeling quite tired now at 10:30 at n...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

An evening spoilt by

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An incontinent fox that had crapped in my drive. Great - just what I needed to step in and bring into the house at this late hour - thanks t...
Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Insomnia - Again

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It does annoy me when I feel tired, go to bed and then cannot sleep. I've been to a meeting this evening that was interesting but not a...

Better

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Again, a lot better today but working from home and no travelling tends to boost things. I suppose that I haven't actually commuted for...
Monday, July 14, 2008

It was OK today

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Thank goodness - up OK, got to work listening to my Portuguese Linguaphone course! Work was good as I manged to drill the stuff I had misse...
Sunday, July 13, 2008

Give it another go

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I will see how I get on this week. I haven't had the fatigue so much - slight insomnia which wasn't great but I hope that I can get...

Routines or are they Ruts?

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I was considering that things are now in a pattern and I've never liked patterns. It is funny that I now catch the same trains, know th...

Defence Mechanisms and Coming to Terms with the Big C

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I still firmly believe that once I had got over the first few months of disbelief, horror, terror, revulsion and upset that I went into a ve...

Back to the insomnia

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So awake am I at almost 1 in the morning I thought I'd come into the office (at home) and type it up in the blog. This LINK is pretty g...