Friday, October 31, 2025

I Put Her Down Hours ago

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  This relates to a passage in A New World where two monks are walking through driving torrential rain and come upon a village where a young...
Thursday, October 30, 2025

Surely Not

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  A phrase that someone used at the end of the meeting last week was something along the lines of he's not a fool.  Those words were use...

So That's The Paperwork Done - Relaunch

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  So that's is now done, the meeting minutes and covering letters in the post and whilst I feel this is all behind me now, I still dread...
Wednesday, October 29, 2025

A Little Better Today

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  The problem when you are being attacked is that you take it personally and whilst back in the day I never used to, these days I do. I feel...
Monday, October 27, 2025

That Was Horrible - What An Up And Down Weekend

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  That was dark, very dark, everything went dark on Saturday it was frightening but grabbing the book (A New Earth) dug me out of the hole a...
Sunday, October 26, 2025

OMG That Was SO Bad... Black Dog

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Only a few times in my life have I been to such a very dark place.  When I kind of knew I had Cancer and when I was diagnosed with it.  When...
Saturday, October 25, 2025

It Doesn't Make Sense Why I Feel Bad

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  I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I feel somewhat bad about the meeting because, he's been trying to destroy me all the ...

Yuk. What Did I Expect?

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  The trouble when you deal with non business people who think it is personal is you get an awful row and it got heated and messy ending up ...
Friday, October 24, 2025

And Here We Are, Decision Day

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  I am calm and strangely still and quiet this morning.  Gone are the doubts and gone are the worries about today.  My hands still shake a l...
Thursday, October 23, 2025

One Day Nearer

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  And let's hope this nails it once and for all.  These days I don't deal with things in the way I used to and I dislike confrontati...
Wednesday, October 22, 2025

Attempted Theft Is What It Is In Reality

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  Given the benefit of the doubt for too long now I see that there are no scruples or honour here.  I guess I've always known that but I...

It Really Is A Turbulent Time For Me

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  It's hard to describe the very mixed emotions I am going through right now.  I am as prepared for Friday's vote as I ever can be a...
Sunday, October 19, 2025

Damn Claustrophobia

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  I feel I am going through it at the moment and waking u with the room closing in on me is not nice.  It happens occasionally and I dealt w...
Saturday, October 18, 2025

The Madness Of Crowds

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  I fail to see why people follow like Sheep and lack critical thinking skills these days.  We used to have a class at school which I think ...
Friday, October 17, 2025

Haven't Heard From You In A While

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  Nice to get a message from someone stating that they hadn't heard from me in a while.  Good to hear from him and that he noticed I...
Thursday, October 16, 2025

The Difficulty Is That It Makes No Real Sense

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The trouble with a logical mind is that you have real difficulty processing people who get emotional about business stuff.  You can understa...
Wednesday, October 15, 2025

Painting Oneself Into A Corner

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  I know that for some people it must be difficult to vent their anger and then actually rationalise things and then make a plan, review it,...
Tuesday, October 14, 2025

Then It All Makes Sense And Peace Descends

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  It's not a multi Million Pound business, not by any means and it hasn't made any money in 9 years.  Yet it felt like it throughout...
Monday, October 13, 2025

The Other Side Of The Lines

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  No worrying about stuff today and no thought other than to protect the business, protect myself and to hell with the rest of them.  I cann...
Sunday, October 12, 2025

So What's It Going To Be?

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  How long do I go on making excuses for and accepting this awful human being for?  I think that I've done the christian bit way too muc...