I can not be alone in welcoming the light? The longer days, the warmth of the Sun, the blooming of the Hedgerows and budding of the trees and our spring forward as the time changes from GMT to BST (British Summer Time).
I find Autumn and Winter quite depressing and it is fair to say that it hasn't been helped by this project and business journey and the levels of abuse I have been subjected to. I find it, soon to be behind me, to have been the very worst kind of human behaviour, disgusting and narcissistic, unjustified, selfish and downright nasty. I, like most people have a certain pride in what I do and in my professionalism. Having that questioned, threatened with legal action by someone who's business knowledge could be writ on the back of a small postage stamp!
My INTJ brain does not process stupidity, selfishness, ignorance and ad hominem attacks because what's the point of these when you are running a business that is thoroughly documented and has only been affected by the constant unnecessary changes to the development (despite having those consequences explained). A delay of around 8 years through these actions and then the ceremonial "Throwing the Toys out of the Pram" event followed by the ugliest attacks on me. Why? Apparently because after all these years, he "thought" I'd made fun of him? Honestly, that was what it appeared to have boiled down to.
So all of that has drained me and I am almost free of that so I feel that it is a fresh start at the moment. There's not much more he can do - although I wouldn't put it past him to try something stupid - he's already done that of course. But I need to remind myself that I have all the paperwork and he still hasn't worked out the difference between me and the business.
Anyway, I no longer have that gloom hanging over me and I am getting used to working on my own things now. I have had no contact since I sent off the Accounts and as they are matter of fact - there shouldn't be any issues. I imagine there might be some noise when the close down of the business is announced but by then it will have been closed for sometime and be matter of fact.
So as this fades away - I need to get on with my life and Spring is the perfect time to do that n'est pas?
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