I caught myself, whistling and generally being cheerful this morning and then realised that my mood must have lifted if I am being up beat like that. I haven't been like that for quite a long time and it proved to me that I was getting back to my old self. I had a period of this after I left my Ex when I'd got over the upheaval of that I became light hearted and realised then that my modd was changing and I cannot tell you when things got bad here but bad they have been with me not wanting to go out and not wanting to do anything, I'd say that was probably brought about at Covid time - can you believe that's 6 years ago now that they locked us away like criminals? I hope the people haven't forgotten - I certainly haven't forgotten or forgiven what they did to us all.
But today my mood is lighter, I feel better and empty not filled up with heaviness and weighed down by it. It is strange and quite nice at the same time. It's great and whilst I still have a way to go, it does clear the way now to properly spend my time sorting out so many things that I have left undone or just not got around to doing.
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