Yes, it is amazing how getting away from the house has crystallized in my mind what I probably knew all along. Hindsight is an exacting science as they say. I love having my music on a little louder than I would ever have it on at the old house. I find myself halting actions and then realising that I can just please myself and do what I want, when I want, at the speed that suits me. All that rushing about has gone and I've consciously not followed any of my old habits. Eating at certain times being one of them. Watching TV with my lunch being another. Most of my timings were to keep me out of the way of Mrs. F. and the kids too in some instances.
I'm happy to take a little time and a little care over trivial things and find enjoyment in simply washing up or vacuuming - it sounds stupid but if you aim to do the best you possibly can do at the task you are achieving it can work wonders.
My purchases have started to arrive - so I now have lovely Egyptian Cotton sheets and some nice soft towels and a shower / bath mat thingy to step onto. Luxury....
It's great living here, I really am enjoying it more than I thought I would which is also great and the freedom and the relief of pressure is amazing. I feel so much better and so much happier.
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