Not an unusual thing to happen given how nasty it all was. I tend to do very well these days and don't worry about living after cancer as much as I used to. Events, like this check up bring it all back in little flashbacks, they are like mini panic attacks and I was in the shower and suddenly I was back after my first operation lying in a bed all connected up with tubes and bits. It sure makes me shudder.
I do hope that they find nothing once again and it just allows me to move on and move further. The longer you have no recurrences. Of course the last couple of these I've had, I've ended up going in for an operation and both times they've found nothing. That's probably also why I'm feeling a bit wobbly about it.
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