Everything is in place, alarm call changed, comfy shoes sourced, I have my bag, my water is in the fridge, my tablets and stress balls are ready, the MP3 player is charged and loaded with music. I need to choose a light tee shirt and hopefully I will be ready to go.
A number or well wishers have wished me luck and all I need do now is turn up and I'm going to go early so that I can get there in plenty of time to park up and relax. I can get myself in to the place about 15 minutes early to see where I have to go. Lets hope it is a nice seamless process and as it is a small private hospital I hope that I'll be in parked, seen and out ASAP.
It's an easy enough thing to do - a urine sample, trousers and pants off and a gown placed either way around your body. Keep your shoes and socks and tee shirt on. On the table and the cystoscope takes a matter of minutes that's all.
The worry is, as always, that they might find something in there but I just hope that it will be nothing at all as it has been for all this time now. The last two of three have been false positives and I hope that my Consultant will be doing it as she is more experienced and also, to be honest, she really doesn't hurt me that much which I can't say that the last two Registrars did.
Of course, it will be what it will be. I have been a little cranky this week - I found myself feeling claustrophobic for a short while last night and of all things in the shower this morning! How strange but I know what this is and can do things about it and that to me is the key. I know what this is and I can tackle it and stop it.
Heard from my mum that one of my girls had given her a call which is nice. I don't want them to lose touch with their grandmother and vice versa. So at least that is something. I'm a bit worried that one of them hasn't really been in touch but let it settle down and let's see where it goes from there.
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