Is a strange beast. I have just bought a pair of shoes that are way over the top for me - twice! I know what can I say... I have a pair of booted Oxford Brogue shoes in brown and a pair of Suede light brown shoes with bright blue soles! What am I like?
It's the new me - expressive, artistic - like I used to be - ME - that's the whole point. Out go my old clothes tomorrow and with it part of my old life. L is going to meet up with me for a shopping spree and I'll get myself some nice Tee Shirts, Shirts and Trousers and have a new wardrobe. It's all about expressing who I am and what I am about. It's the release and the hidden me. I've not expressed myself for years and years. I've not been the real me and whilst I do realise that I am doing things a little excessively at the moment - it's all about extremes - I know that I am heading in a direction that will ultimately lead to a new and more fulfilling life.
Hell I'm enjoying myself at the moment, it feels sinful because I was never really allowed to let go and enjoy things ever.
The one thing I don't do that I probably ought to is arrange events. It is always my friends who call up me and they arrange. Maybe I ought to sort something out in the near future?
I am so looking forward to going out on Friday and meeting P and S again. It's just brilliant to go out and just have a good time. Surely what it is all about? Answers on a Postcard...
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