Do you think that we are all victims of convention? I mean do we pressurise and stress ourselves out because we should be performing to majority held belief systems about work, life and everything? You should have a job, you should provide for the house, you should do this or that in one way or another and all the stereotypical stuff.
I wonder if there is some pressure from this status quo view of life. I am know this territory of looking for jobs, people not phoning you back, jobs that don't exist and so on and it is making the roller coaster run all day long. I was flat this morning and then went for a short walk in the sun and I was up again, had my haircut and felt fine and then this afternoon the trap door opened and I'm just back to being flat and disillusioned. Whatever this week brings it will I think allow me to draw some sort of line under proceedings. Another potential opportunity has arisen which I should know about later in the week. Of course that too could be like the others and cul de sac too.
November is a crazy month for me and I'm out a lot. I've forced myself to go to these things to get out of the house - I need to do that as I can quickly become a recluse. These won't do much for my job prospects (albeit I'll meet a lot of influential people). But I just need to tune my head to a spot of delayed enjoyment and get my head in the right place.
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