Was at a meeting in London - all the great and good were there - I am an honoured guest and suddenly, I put my gloved hand to my ear and as I pull it away it is bright red with blood from my ear!!!!!
ARRRGGGGHHH !!!! What is that I wonder. So smack in the middle of the meeting I have to make tracks and take myself to the first aid man to get some bandages etc. I've got an ear bleed like you'd have a nose bleed. It is flowing out nicely for about an hour and then as fast as it started it stops? What a nightmare. I look a right idiot having to get up in the meeting. Those local to me see my red blood stained gloves and recognise that something is awry. Word spreads but goodness me what on earth just happened? I've had ear problems all my life but never had an ear bleed. Yuk...
My mate who has been giving me grief for weeks if not months has a job to go to next week. It is hard work but I know he will do well at it. Does this mean that Flcoky and I will get an easier time? I hope so.
I have my detailed letter from the Hospital and it doesn't make god reading to me but it states I have a small recurrence which is a G2pTa. Where before I had a G3pTa bladder TCC and CIS. The worry is "If he continues to get recurrences he may require some more invasive treatment in the future". Oh bollocks.... We did discuss this.
Here I am back to the months after I started the first time. Today's episode just shows what bad shape I am in. I'm mortified for the moment and need to come to terms with it once again. When it is in writing it just looks so much worse than what I thought it was and what it probably is!
Bad news is - at this moment - I'm really quite down about it and that is just because I've had a good evening and arrived to find this here.
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