And, to be honest I'm crapping myself about what they are going to say. Sorry for that term but I was trying to think how to say that in a less crude and more erudite way and yet, that WAS the thought that was in my head.
I'm resigned to at least have 6 BCGs starting a week or two after the appointment. I'm sure that it will be the precautionary thing to do. Of course, it could be worse than that but that is the worst I'm prepared to play with at the moment. Believe me, I'm not looking forward to the day but need to get it over and done with. I find myself somewhat annoyed that I have to go back over the same ground again (if I have to) as I know the side effects and the regime that the next 2 or so years will bring. I can't even begin to tell you what it means personally but even so, I probably don't have Cancer or CIS present in my bladder right now. Just the one small, nuisance tumour which no longer exits.
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