It would be good to have that early years view of life. everything was simple and nothing was like it is when you are older. All the many things happening at once and all the baggage you collect along the way.
My life has always been complicated but at the moment so much is happening that I find it difficult to disentangle myself from my present job to get on with my new one. I force myself not to go to work and that is fine. It makes it difficult to withdraw from the job when they (and I) suddenly realise how much I am woven into the organisation. I had not realised that I was relied on quite so deeply.
Tomorrow I have a further meeting with my business partner and gradually it dawns on me that we have come along way with this project since it was kicked into life in 2007. Back then I was only reviewing the documents as a peer but later I produced much of the operational and financial documentation and some of the business plan. Now we see that documented we can begin to move forward with a bit more confidence.
Not long now - 2nd and 3rd week in June we should get a march on and get the business rolling. Goodness knows we have done enough work already and then I hope I can be free of the charity work for a while to let me run up to July and my operation and whatever that holds for me.
Holidays - no one has made up their minds and this volcanic ash cloud keeps the threat of dealyas and cancellations. A has a holiday booked in June so I hope it doesn't affect her plans. I wait to see whether we will have a holiday or not this year. As luck would have it my replacement arrives in the week that Mrs. F. and the girls are going away - I should have been with them - but have to hand over my job to my successor and that I have a series of meetings planned. Typical!! Mind you I did ask them months ago to give me the dates and they only gave them to me last week so that may be the problem. A week on my own won't be too sad though - I quite like spending a bit of time on my own.
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