- After a while you forget you had bladder cancer for hours and sometimes a whole day.
- I find myself talking about having had a serious illness or major incident in my life rather than saying Cancer - not because I don't want to say it but that I don't want to alarm the person I'm with
- On reflection, looking at photos and thinking back - I did look like sh1t when I was ill. Sorry I looked grey and drawn even though I kept a good sense of humour my looks betrayed what was happening to me.
- I am a little crazier than I used to be and in some ways it doesn't matter - one day I will act my age but I fear that is many years away
- Whilst I'm confident about the future - I'm going to have one for some sort of time, I'm actually hiding the fear that I will be "got" next time as I escaped this time - survivor syndrome.
Anyhow enough for now - just a few observations
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Acting one's age is a goal achieved by application of "peer pressure" from unthinking masses to creative and overachieving people to conform to the mundane norm. I wholeheartedly recommend avoiding this path!
I generally don't think about BC very often, but rather think about and focus on the things I do (diet, supplements, exercise, etc.) that keep it away.
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