Phew - it's hot in my little office - the fan is working overtime - bless it!
Still no decisions on major things and it is a waiting game - it's annoying for a planner like me. i like to know what is going on and plan things. It destabilises me when I don't know - it really is difficult and it's obviously a clash when a planned person meets a "seat of the pants" person.
P has been away most of today so I've got stuck into some administration work. I've finished off cleaning up the garden and chopping back invading Ivy and Lobelia. I've put a few beers in the Fridge - I really shouldn't be drinking but at the moment it keeps me distracted whilst stuff goes on around me. These things aren't my decision to make, I can advise, I can empathise, strategise and theorise but I can't make the decisions.
Apart from the destabilising effects I am looking forward to going away with P and just chiling out for a couple of weeks. We seem to have done nothing but working and haven't spent much time with each other.
I hope that she makes her decisions tomorrow and we just move on with things. I can then set to and plan the holiday and the travelling etc.
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