I shouldn't be but I am a little anxious, I can feel it building a little bit and it's been like this for a number of years. I am going to a meeting, not far away perhaps 15 minutes drive. I'll be with people I know and it will be all pleasant and interesting and hopefully not as warm as last year when we had one of the lads faint on us! It should be fine, no stress. I might have a little job to do but again, that's not a problem either. So there isn't a reason for me to be stressed and there is room (for my claustrophobia) so there's no crush and so on so I don't know what I am anxious about, there's the little matter of driving there and back but again, it isn't too difficult really.
I've got other meetings coming up too - May is the busiest in my calendar and I'll be paying ULEZ at £12.50 a throw which apparently makes it OK to drive into London albeit I'll hardly be in London! Then I'll only have a meeting in June and July to go to and we get summer off.
This anxiousness is strange though because I'll enjoy the meeting and the dinner afterwards so it's not logical to feel like this at all really. It is what it is, once I'm there I'll feel fine, settle down and enjoy it.
