Awake at 2 am and it was dark enough to go back to sleep but awake at 5:30 as OH got up and came back to bed and that was it, wide awake and my thoughts were once again of the disturbed sort. I am having a right old tussle of thoughts at the moment. Not all are good thoughts and so I am struggling to contain it at the moment.
Add that together with the mortality thoughts, the change in lifestyle and now some concern over my eyesight and my hearing and the live in the moment attitude has suddenly gone from serial thoughts and actions to being bombarded with parallel thoughts and inaction.
It will pass as these things often do - it's just that this bump in the road is a little more difficult to negotiate but I will get over it. It's like dragging a load of heavy weights around after you though.
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