Well, I chatted to a friend and he asked me to come along for the meeting today and I said yes, then I realised that I'd have to go into the London (FFS it's nowhere near London) ULEZ zone and my car (as I live down a green lane in the country) is an AWD Diesel - it actually has low CO2 emissions and is relatively cheap to tax due to that doesn't fit in Idiot Kahn (I think that's its name) London which goes all the way out to where I used to live in the countryside! FFS. So I've pinched my nose and will have to cough up £12.50 for one journey into "London". Honestly, it's a joke and daylight robbery and I can't vote the git out as I don't live in his area. No taxation without representation and my MP can't (or won't) do anything about it!
So I digress, as you do. Off to a meeting and I haven't been for 6 or 7 months at least so it will be different and I don't think I'll get the claustrophobia attacks as I've sort of clicked out of that a bit now. I did some serious "A New Earth" book reading and whilst I'm not back to my old self, I have certainly stopped shaking and being so stressed. I'm not letting other stuff bother me and I see it has been 2 months since I stopped interacting with Facebook and Twitter other than birthday greetings and postings only for the club.
I hope that it will go well, I think once I get there it will be OK and I can just go with the flow a bit and see how things progress. I'm sure they'll be happy to see their Treasurer back and doing the finances :-)
Wish me luck, I hope I'll get through this meeting and be able to move on a bit more once again. I'm certainly a lot better as I do not feel any tension about going today.
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