I'm pretty disappointed but I'm not in a bad place at all. I'm kind of resigned to where I am but I've decided to think about why I've got a recurrence and what I should do about it.
In a way I'm a passenger but I wonder if I should get myself into a different regime once again. I will take a few days to figure things out - a good night's sleep will help and see if my head levels everything out and see what it all looks like in the morning.
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Well the news is bad in a good way. Good that something has been detected early and will be dealt with if need be. And also good that it is too small to call. Your BCG and duration so far does less to reduce recurrence than it does to ensure reduced severity, and that's a victory for sure!
Hi Steve - absolutely - knowing what we know about the disease helps to square away the disappointment - this morning I'm in a good place and now just need to consider my own response to the news - I know what my medical team will do.
Thanks as always for your good wishes and sage words - I really appreciate them.
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