We were out in Surrey last night at a meeting and then this morning to out own Lodge meeting. The sun shone, the birds sang and the meeting was great and I finished my last speech in the Lodge (as far as I know that is) and will retire to the bench.
So I was driving so no no drinking and I had to pop back to the house. I saw Mrs. F. and we exchanged pleasantries - there was some correspondence for me and I picked up the slides, videos and photos so that I can start to practice those next week. I am feeling quite keen on launching in the next month as I feel that is a realistic target. Certainly people I spoke to today were quite keen to get involved in it.
Getting back to Mrs. F. I did offer not to go when she was there but she felt it was going to be OK she did look red eyed and I felt very sad myself, still do I actually feel quite upset and knew I would. My sympathetic and charitable side wanted so much to give her a hug but that sends out all the wrong signals.
I feel quite encouraged that people are so supportive of me and many came up and commiserated with me and so many wondered if it was beyond repair. I wonder whether it would ever have been repairable? I don't know - I really don't know. I felt that sympathetic I almost considered it.
Of course - I'm my usual bright and cheerful self which probably didn't help the situation much either.
I guess time will resolve this and I can throw myself into work and see how it goes from there.
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