Interestingly, it was half forced as everyone arrived early so left before I thought I would. The roads were pretty much quiet and I arrived to get the car washed and I was the only one there. An interesting time, I've not done a car wash where the car is pulled through before. It looks nice and shiny.
I'd calmed down by now and went an collected the cake I had made for my partner, it was in a nice quiet road and it looks great. It also tastes great too.
Then off to the supermarket. The car park was rammed and so I doubled back and went to the other big Supermarket - some idiots were trying to work out where to park and instead of driving around just blocked the entrance. Undeterred I managed to get the party food and drinks, got into the car, headed back and was home in an hour.
As usual, I didn't need to be that anxious and as long as I just take it as it is I'm sort of OK.
I cannot say that this dread feeling is anything other than my feeling down and also that I tend to be organised whereas everyone around me just seems not to plan anything (and they sort of get away with it).
Anyway, I got through it, we had a nice party and that's what matters.
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