I think once you#ve dug yourself into the rut you are in it is quite difficult to get back out of it. You know you need to do it but somehow, just letting it all wash over you for another hour or day is OK even if you feel bad about letting that happen.
Of course, these things cannot happen overnight and take time but I observe myself just wasting my time and deciding to play a game of Solitaire rather than getting on with what i need to do to break free.
It's a slow process and I will get there it will just take time and effort and determination to achieve it. At least the first hurdle is out of the way - there's no more beer in the house and it was all too easy to pour a drink, watch YouTube and wallow in my depression. I need to set to and start to tick these tasks off of my to-do list. I managed to do some quite complex tasks and finish them before Christmas so it is achievable, I just need to settle down, get distracted less and do it.
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