New Year's Day. It's just another day but you can treat it as a milestone and make various changes. I am making a few changes and the business is the first one to attempt and then my health as I cannot quite believe how much weight I have put on in the last month so I will get back on track with that. I am not drinking either and ceremonially drank my last beer just before midnight.
It's make or break on the business and in July it is 20 years since the Bladder Cancer presented itself. If nothing else I need to make myself fit again and to stop injuring myself with alcohol and the wrong food.
Moving forward is the way to go without doubt but I still have the odd flash back and regrets about the past but there's nothing that can be done about those and so I will be working more on that too. I have too many ups and downs and it needn't be so. I think too much and get lost in endless analytical loops.
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