My life slower. The internet is running like a dog this morning - the router is intermittent, the major PC of the house is on a go slow and I'm beginning to lose patience with the whole thing. It is beautiful and sunny outside and perhaps I might just take a walk out if the situation doesn't improve.
I certainly need to do some exercise. Whilst I probably burnt off lots of calories in nervous energy I put most of that back on with the couple of beers I had and the food I ate, even if I was concious of what I was eating.
We have a lot of work to do in the next 6 months and I'm taking in just how much of that is on my shoulders as the operational "expert". We have a good team but one that isn't full time or one that cannot actually spend more than the odd day here or there. We are going to find it hard going I think unless I can find an interim financier. But that is the excitement of the whole enterprise and part of the reason for doing it.
I need to keep focussed on being well and fit as I will need to be that to put this much effort in over the 6 month run. I like it that people think we are "brave" to give up our day jobs to try this out but if we didn't take this journey then we will never know if we could have achieved it or not. Both of us are cancer survivors and have a different view about the life we now have bequeathed to us. That too makes the journey important.
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