All the usual symptoms (Kubler Ross) going on here. Nothing to see, move along please :-)
But really, tonight I was in a rage, a rage about the stupid letter but that had made everything real and sort of rammed it all home. Then I was annoyed about the incompetency of the whole thing. Miraculously the pre-assessment and the operation fall on days when I'm not doing anything so that's pretty good I suppose. I can manage things - the pre-assessment falls between two meetings.
I'm off to bed now - going to try and get some sleep - hopefully the car will be back tomorrow! I stayed in all day waiting and wouldn't you guess it, the only time I stepped out of the house (to go to the garage and fill up on some onions) the phone went. Grrrrrr. Anyway, hopefully tomorrow I'll get the damn thing back.
It's amazing how angry I am and at the same time how close I am to just wanting to go hide in a corner and feel sorry for myself too....
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