I know I can be a bit paranoid but that's the third or fourth fleck of something in my urine in a week. It isn't noticeable in terms of feeling it but I've just caught these tiny flecks out of the corner of my eye and can see them in the pan - only individually too.
OK it isn't conclusive but it does make me feel as if there may be a recurrence. So I'm not feeling quite as chirpy as I should be on cheat day. I'm just going to monitor the situation and see how we go from there. It is a little concerning but I have my scope on Friday and that will determine if there is anything there or not.
At the moment it is infrequent - perhaps 4 or maybe 5 times in the last week or more.
Can't even begin to tell you quite how this makes me feel. Fear is high on the list :-(
At least today we have people over and I can let what's left of my hair down :-)
2 comments:
Anger might be more useful than fear to stimulate the body to defend itself. If it helps, I am angry at any cancer or pre-cancer that may be trying to gain a toehold in your body!
You set me off laughing there Steve - suddenly I imagined Yoda telling me:
"Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering."
Will have to see how I get on this Friday - so far today nothing at all so goodness knows what is going on :-)
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