Tempting isn't it? Just run away and leave it all behind and get a new life and just go and disappear off the face of the earth. Well that's much what I'd like to do right now. I've a mind to just melt away into the background. I've got another opportunity to go for a job but you know what? I'm not sure I want the stress or grief of it at all. I just want to go and become a recluse somewhere and just drop off the radar for a year or so. That would suit me.
I have so many things I could do, so many avenues I could pursue but I just don't know what I want to actually do at the moment. In some ways - I suppose - the upcoming operation and the outcome of the tests will determine where next I could go. In my mind I'd like to just disappear off abroad to some idyllic spot and just chill with some local wine and food and of course sun and perhaps sea or similar surroundings.
I'm not thinking straight and I don't know what my prognosis actually is so in some ways the dreaming is for nothing at the moment.
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