So many emotions that I really don't need right now. With all this stuff going on I find that now, today not only do I still feel a little sick (back of the throat nausea) but I am now very angry. I've gone through the Kubler Ross cycle a few times LOL!
But here's the thing. Wrongly accused, spitefully libelled and treated like something you stepped in isn't particularly nice after giving nothing but good vibes and being diligent etc. I recollect that one thing I will not have done to me is to call my professionalism into question. I once told a prospective employer to shove his job where the sun doesn't shine after he treated me as if I were some child at an interview. Well the look on his and their faces when I told them that if they were going to treat me, a very senior engineer like a dickhead and some unruly youth and "keep an eye on me" then they could stick the job up their arses and f**k right off! That shut them up and I picked up my stuff, walked out of the door and down to the reception area where the guy who had arranged the interview was sitting so I told him that he'd better go and see them as I'd told them where to get off.
It felt SO good. What was funny was that my father and brother both knew these people and both said good, well done, they were all the sorts that were up their own arses. I don't need sh1t like that. And I don't but at the moment, I have some non-business type telling me how to run a business, what I should and shouldn't be doing and that's the least of it. Well he can jolly well go and f**k off and when he gets there he can f**k off some more. Not big enough to say it to my face and not clever enough to have presented the evidence to back it up, he can go and p1ss right off.
Oh I do like this, it's getting the anger out of my system. I hate cowards and I hate idiots and I hate that they snipe at you from a safe place but haven't the guts and balls to face you. Sometimes I hate humans for being so sh1tty.
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