Without doubt the betrayal of trust and sheer vengeful nastiness aimed at me not only caught me off guard but still makes me feel quite sick even now I feel anxiety and stress caused by this awful hideous attack on me.
How anyone can go from being quite fair and reasonable to the diametric opposite is just beyond me, unless he's ill of course and then. perhaps, that might account for it. If he isn't ill and this is his alter ego then it proves that you never really know someone. However, how dare he do this and what on earth is he thinking after 9 years I've helped him try to achieve his dream. He hasn't always been good listening to advice, hence we are somewhat delayed as I prediced if he followed his instincts. You can't tell non business people what the impact of their decisions are going to be even if you tell them directly.
I am pressing on and yet I feel the shadow of his presence hovering over me, willing me to make a mistake. In clearing off he's left me with a business to try and run and he spent month and months doing nothing and now sends sniper shots! Yes, makes me feel nauseous all the time about it but I hope that maybe when we go live, if we make some money we can move on from here.
I've just got to work through it I suppose. IT's not nice though, not nice at all!
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