I can fall asleep OK but once I wake up and my mind clicks in, it is difficult to get back to sleep. If it's 2 am that's not normally a problem unless my mind has been wrestling a particular scenario. If it is bad I can get up and go downstairs. This morning I was awake well over an hour earlier than normal and it was easier to get up and throw some clothes on and wander down here for an hour and a bit until the alarm went off and I could return to some semblance of routine.
My mind is in a spin as it is working out all the various permutations of things with the business and it is also, now, playing various outcomes of the business now that I have been left to fend for myself. There are a lot of variables involved and it's playing those through that is giving the challenge - lots of paths, lots of outcomes.
Hopefully it will be short lived and I can get back to a slightly more even keel.
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