Awake at 6 this morning and I have no idea what my mind was up to but I was wide awake and not wanting, for whatever reason, to go back to sleep. I wanted to (not really) get up so I threw some clothes on and came downstairs for an hour and a half until the alarm went off.
No idea why I was all hyperactive on waking perhaps whatever dream I was in needed a clean break, I know not. I can sleep well or fitfully and there's no rhyme or reason behind this I can detect at the moment. Of course it is Monday and so what in the old days would have been the beginning of a new working week? Maybe it was that, again I am not sure why.
It's the coming together of all of these changes I suppose. Not certain what to do with myself, not disciplined to buckle down to some work and not really planned or over the procrastination phase, not planned, not incentivised and still expecting that the company stuff will come back and bite me.
It's happened a couple of times this past week already - maybe it will settle down when the business is dead and buried?
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