Hearing of two acquaintance's prognoses. One is a bit of a shocker as it's now "manage" the outcome, the other is in Hospital and it's not looking good.
I am up early about 5:30 and I'm not sure what woke me up really? I was awake earlier than that but drifted back to sleep once I'd calmed my mind down a bit so I'm up 2 hours earlier than planned but it is warm again, perhaps late teens and sleeping isn't that comfortable.
I have to say though that my head is clear writing this and that's great, I enjoyed a day of motor racing yesterday and I didn't stay up for the England Vs Mexico match that kicked off around 1 am. I see we won and maybe that woke me though I doubt it, I don't really do football as such.
I hope that I can continue to work my way through this awful patch and get myself back on an even keel. The letters to shareholders should have gone out on Saturday but the postman didn't bring the label and it was only that I caught him that I'd have even found out about it. Hopefully today that will be sorted and the whole of that episode, close to 10 years will come to an end unless, I suppose, the bloke who kicked off wants to somehow kick off again although I am not sure how he can? Mind you people aren't logical when it comes to being vindictive.
There's this strange thing of getting rid of the baggage that I have and working on where I go next and what I do. I do feel that there is a whole area I need to work on as this retirement living was never planned or thought about, it just happened and that's a shock and a barrier to work through. My "purpose" has gone and I need to adjust to this situation - I am just not doing that as fast as I wanted to really.
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