Chicken Run, a brilliant film and poor old Mr. Tweedy, the farmer, nagged by his wife and harassed by the Chickens. His wife tells him "It's all in your head!" yet we know that the Chickens really are up to something.
My current problems are all in my head so to speak and with this heatwave making doing anything uncomfortable it doesn't help that my head is Catastrophising things going on around me. Everywhere does appear gloom and doom and once again I find myself reflecting on such things. The state of the economy and what on Earth these losers are going to come up with next and just the state of the world at the moment but I cannot fix them and worrying about them probably isn't helping either.
I was up early again this morning not massively so but just before 6 but it was a hot night again and suddenly I was awake. We'd had some locals disturb us as they sat out and were being overly loud in conversation - it is surprising how far noise travels at night in the country but I don't imagine they realised.
Things play in my head and that needs to stop. It used to happen many years ago and I got rid of it, just one night and I cleared all my past which was haunting me and I stopped all the analysis and self doubt. In a way, that's back now but nowhere near as severe as before. It's just unsettling and it isn't particularly good for me, I know. So I am going to work on that and try to detach myself from social media as well as unsubscribing to all these emails.
I am going to have to work on it and sort it out.
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