Up just gone 6 with just 2 overnight wakes. It's warm again and the chiller fan is on which helps. Strange dreams but not overly so - not disturbing but I wonder who the lady was I met as she was interesting and darkly mysterious :-)
I digress though. My birthday was OK and the British Grand Prix was live so there was plenty to do. I want to work out what is going on but the swings between how I feel are confusing I suppose, in that I cannot make sense of what is happening anyway let alone when I am alright one minute and almost in tears the next.
As I type now I am OK but aware that I am not quite right. There's a lingering under the surface anxiety that tests my thoughts and limits my actions. It really is annoying that I cannot break away from it.
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