Irrational fears I suppose - although it felt real but I finally had a full on melt down and OH was very supportive and the chat we had was needed and it resolved some (not all) of the problems. I don't know for how long but we both have "stuff to do" and we can sort it out together we've agreed.
So that resulted in a better feeling and a good but not entirely uninterrupted sleep - a mouse throwing itself in a trap didn't help at 5 in the morning I guess!
So I'm feeling a bit better and the heaviness has gone and I feel a little empty inside so that much of the angst has melted away. Let's hope we can build away from there.
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