I had a bit of a strop on today at work. I should know better than to realise that everyone wants to get involved in my little project and the boss had to have loads of paperwork off me that I hadn't even prepared yet. I just can't see what the purpose of asking me to do something and then taking it off me has to do with being productive.
So my retaliation is to take the rest of the week off after tomorrow lunchtime. If they want to get involved then they may as well get fully involved in it. So I was pretty much seething today. The girls made a telling statement today, they suggested that I "wasn't going to be around long and was withdrawing myself from the organisation (and them)". That is pretty much it I think. I really am struggling to keep engaged in the work as everyone pokes their bloody noses into what I do.
As for disturbed nights - I suppose hearing about my colleague's problems with his daughter being attacked at Uni disturbed my sleep and I imagine thinking about work didn't help either. I woke loads of times during the night and that has affected me a lot to day as well. I am off to bed early to see if I can catch up.
Other than that, I am hoping to sort out my priorities in the next week or two. I didn't want to have the job go sour on me but I'm not making the difference any-more, that has already happened. Perhaps someone else needs to do that.
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