But not as bad as yesterday. Still want to go and break something or break something on someone :-)
I'm really surprised about this. I'm not angry on the outside at all. I am seething on the the inside though. How strange is that? Anyway, I had a coffee with Flocky yesterday and afterwards a quick beer on the way home and we discussed many things and some of the anger abated.
Calm down - easy to say - hard to do - is the order of the day but I just seem to see red when I talk to people in the office at the moment. I think they have worn away all my defences and I just want to smack them in the face and beat some sense into them....
I will plan to be in the office on as few occasions as I can again next week and work out what to do. Mrs. F. seems quite supportive of me if I just chuck it all in. Not sure that is exactly what I want to do although it would fix my problem it would leave others in worse problems and I don't do that to anyone. A weekend to think it through. At least my Lodge accounts were audited and agreed this morning so that is good.
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