Everything just seems to be getting on my nerves at the moment. The job, trying to get things done when everyone (it seems) is trying to stop me - it sounds like paranoia doesn't it :-) ?
It just drives me to distraction and I wonder if I will be able to hold on much longer. I'd rather give it up and take a chance on this other job of mine if the truth be told. There is no money in it - or not at the moment but perhaps I'd be able to concentrate and actually get something achieved.
I know there is work for me to do where I am, I'm just really struggling now with the mediocrity of it all and trying to swim against the tide. Someone told me to take the money and live with it but it isn't me. I can't go native and be as bad as half these people. The good ones are good but the others really are "jobs worths" and I just know it is all going to end in tears.
So I am heading off to bed and hope to get another good night's sleep and a good day's work tomorrow.
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