I'm OK today - I allowed myself a sleep in of sorts and got to work and managed to move things on quite well. I am off to a meeting a little later and hope that it will result in me being a bit calmer and chilled out than I have been although I have to drive through this incessant rain to get there at least I am not doing anything and that will be a result.
Back to work tomorrow and with any luck I can sort out the documents I need to do and set enough items in motion that I can take the next few days off to work on the other project.
It is probably the pressure I am putting on myself and the fact that it always appears to be me left sorting things out. Trying to off load responsibility to others is a hard thing to do especially when no one is coming forward to take them off your hands. I am definitely not my old fun filled self at the moment and I hope that I snap out of it soon. It seems strange to me that I should be filled with so much pent up aggression given what I've gone through. I should be laid back and not have any worries but for some reason that isn't happening.
No comments:
Post a Comment