My friend has called to say his company are about to make him redundant and in a way that has freed his mind a bit and allowed him to consider his options. He and I are involved in this other venture and I am now seriously considering quitting or coming away from full time properly the current job. I am finding it difficult to sort out quite what I should do as I can see an argument for both side, can see that I have been lucky to work with some lovely people and all that but, fundamentally there is a problem with doing what amounts to your hobby in a full time capacity.
My appointment is now set for the 12th April and my pre-assessment is the 6th. It looks to be an early appointment so who knows I may get out the same day - it hasn't happened recently but I live in hope.
Energy levels are quite low after the excitement of the weekend and two meetings one after the other. The trouble is, as always that I put a lot of effort in and the great news is things went well but afterwards it is all a bit of an anti climax. I'm just feeling tired and tomorrow I need to head into work which I don't fancy at all. Tuesday is committee which looks like I'll end up controlling and then Wednesday I am out at a Lodge doing a talk in the evening. Thursday is a nice half day followed by a Lunch event. Friday I have decided to stay at home to recuperate.
It is strange - I just feel lazy and don't want to do anything at the moment.