I am getting there gradually and managed to actually do what I said I was going to do and I am now tackling the second thing that I HAVE TO DO. It is really hard as it easier not to do it. Easy to say well it's the bank holiday weekend and I'll start it again on Tuesday but in reality I need to do it now. The first thing I had to do was unpleasant and a real "eat the frog" thing to do. It means cutting off a relationship and I have mixed emotions about doing it. I don't like it, it really isn't what I would have chosen to do but now, after many years, I need to sever ties and walk away from it. So that's what I've done. If you know me, you'll realise that I don't like not fulfilling my duties and obligations but I've been provoked into doing this.
The worry is that I am concerned for them but at the same time they are showing me no respect or concern so it's a one way street. Soon to be ended I hope forever.
You sometimes need to just give up on these things I suppose, it's no good trying to think and do the best for people when they are sh1tting on you from a high altitude! It's ungrateful behaviour and it's not acceptable.
So that's that. Next is to get a grip of these accounts :-) Urgh I hate accounts but I have to do them so I'm going to pinch my nose and work through them.
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