My recent experiences bear this out as people often bite the hand that feeds them. They don't appreciate the many things you have done for them, protected them and have sacrificed yourself for them.
Then they turn on you in different ways. They exile themselves and disappear for years only to reappear when they want something. They abuse you and make you feel bad and yet they are the ones who are displaying disgusting behaviour. They make you feel bad about yourself so that they may feel good.
All my life I've been let down by people and many times they just don't get it or see it. I am made to feel like I have failed or not done something and all the while, they are using my good side to their own benefit only to sh1t on me from a grand height when they are finished with me.
And so, I am left thinking that I should perhaps just give everyone the finger from now on and live my own life and they can all go to hell or wherever they are destined to be. If you can't trust people you've looked after, sometimes for many years, to do the right thing even having led by your own example, what can you do?
It's the inevitable hurt whether in love, life or business that's difficult to deal with I find. So I think that I've had enough of this now and I'll just withdraw from any attempt at helping people. It just isn't worth it as they just let you down time after time.
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