I am trying to come to terms with the fact that I feel somewhat bad about the meeting because, he's been trying to destroy me all the way along. Not for any business reasons you understand but because he thinks I took him for a fool. There's no other explanation other than he is just one of those people who have an evil heart I think and is hell bent on revenge but the problem is that it will come at a cost.
It showed itself yesterday it was how I feel a meeting with your ex might be when you've been "done wrong!" but it showed a really nasty side to him which I have now seen manifest over the past 6 months.
I then need to realise that all of this is to do with him and his actions would also have brought down the other shareholders and the business as there was no way he can pick up a business and un-stitch it from all of the IT and contractual elements if he had one. Of course his friends are not versed in business either and perhaps follow him because they are sure he is right. The inevitability is they all go down with the sinking ship.
Oh well, so be it but I feel bad and I think it is stress and worry more than anything else you know. What is he going to do next? Well there is little I think he can do next but you never know, he's tried just about all of the moves. That's my next thing to go and check what possible moves remain?
I now need to detach myself from this and work away from it. It has gone on long enough and I am now thinking why not, why not give it all up and watch it crash and burn? That's not a good starting point but it does one thing, it gets me out of the situation and it means I can get on with my life. Choices....
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