It is difficult to not wander off back to the worrying, anxious me. I almost did that last night. There's something wrong with the heating system and I've already booked the maintenance to happen in about 10 days time but this looks like it needs attention now. So a few photos sent off to the heating engineer and let's see if they can come early.
Worrying about it isn't going to sort it out though. What will happen will happen of course. It's just annoying that it has happened and it is annoying that its happened now but there you go! Hopefully they'll be able to diagnose and fix it.
That's how these things start. Once I'd gone past that I slept well with just one interruption but I was up an hour earlier than normal - that's in case I need to get things ready for them.
I need to keep control of this, it's just under the surface and not buried deep and hidden away. The speed at which this unease surfaces is worrying but I realised and did something about it rather than let it control me so that's an improvement in and of itself.
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