There's a lot to be said, I guess, for "living in the moment" in the now, that's OK in many ways except that I am in this doldrums moment I think. The things I used to like are dormant, I don't do or am no longer interested in these things and I just cannot bring together the enthusiasm I once did for my Drone flying or photography, my music instruments gather dust and I have hardly read anything for the past few years. On top of that I have not watched my DVDs nor have I listened to much of my massive music library.
It seems to me to be a bit of a worry for how am I going to spend my retirement? Is there something new to aspire to? Have I just checked out on all the things I used to do that I enjoyed?
I think that I've got some of the nasty evil head garbage thrown out of my brain and there's now nothing there. I don't have the enthusiasm for any of it anymore. It is a bit of a concern and I imagine it has something to do with what I have been through since Covid I'd say. The world turned much uglier when we realised what our voted for servants decided to do to us. The speed at which the draconian imposition on our liberties was enacted and enforced was perpetrated suggests that our freedom is under huge threat and I think it shook me to the core what they did. As my MP knows, I told him often enough, I won't forget and will find it hard to forgive what they did to those who should have been protected.
Anyway, that slight segue apart, I should now concentrate on something that brings me satisfaction at lease if not joy and delight. How I get there I have absolutely no idea.
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