Ugh, didn't get back to sleep and so got up and came downstairs. Fighting the bad head stuff yet again. I know what it is and I realise it isn't in my control and so to that end I have to let it go but of course that's difficult to do.
The way forward though is not easy to sort out either really. I suppose I just need to get on with my plans for this year and work through them and sometimes it seems easy and at other overwhelming.
The business comes to an end very soon and that really will get that pressure off of me for even though it is dead it isn't gone yet. A few weeks and that will be it. He can object I suppose but I'm not sure what he can object about in reality. The business will release all "his" IP and that will be that. Maybe it is that at the back of my mind but I just don't know.
I am pretty certain that retirement and getting old are having an effect on me too. I just cannot adjust to it but I know this and so will work through it somehow. It's the unease I feel at the moment.
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