I forgot just how time consuming it is to put stuff on eBay - I think I probably managed about 70 items today but phew was it ever hard work. I had and allowance of 240 which will be reset tomorrow to 450 so I have plenty to get on with but wanted to get a couple of hundred out there. Not to worry I have plenty of lots to sell and so I can just spread it out to doing a few hours each morning and night to declutter my place. It is looking decidedly bare downstairs where my old CD Racks used to be. I guess 400 or so CDs are now in my office and I am lining them up and seeing how they'll go.
I will press on doing this and see where it takes me. I hope that in some ways I can get rid of loads of stuff before I move out and that I can use some of the cash for the new business too.
I find it interesting that people are worried about me and somehow concerned that I am stressed out. I imagine I will not like moving out of here and that it will be stressful - I really really hate seeing Mrs. F. upset and whilst she is a little better she still looks terribly sad and hurt and it makes me sad to know that I've hurt her like that - YES I know there are two sides and I'm hurt (or was) I still think that I have feelings for her, I've known her most of my adult life and I'm desperate that we remain friends or friendly if at all possible. It is terribly difficult to do that as it must pain her everytime I talk to her. I hear myself apologising and saying sorry but you know I only need to think about things to know that it is beyond repair.
I won't go into specifics that isn't fair but I lay awake this morning and started to think about things and then realised that no there had been so many problems over the years and that they just accumulated - I suppose we all get these doubts and of course I'm bound to but when I add it all up and really think about it I know I've done the right thing and how many people would have waited quite so long to do that?
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