Not like the sort where you see your Mother-in-Law drive over a cliff - in your new car....
More like the brain ache of working out how to do two jobs at once and get enough momentum into each to make sure you do a good job for them. Additionally found out how much my peer makes a year and found that a hard pill to take. It surprised me how much the job paid. Good for him of course and it make my job all the easier now to negotiate a decent fee.
So today I am sat at home trying to figure out how best to tackle the two jobs at once syndrome. Luckily my friend is around on Saturday and we can sit down and work that out. It is a nightmare as I have lacked the discipline to sit down and get on with work for quite some time since I have been ill. I can do it in short bursts but now need to apply myself to a number of months worth of this sort of thing. It is a long burn and I have committed to 5 months of my time to make this happen (or not). Today I am feeling somewhat down about that. Tomorrow may well be different I expect.
I'm glad to be getting on with something but at the same time I am having just a few issues with the amount of time I need to put in. It will be hard work - I just hope that I will enjoy it. At the moment - I don't think I am but it will all change again in the morning.
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