The answer doesn't really lie in any of them but perhaps in all of them there dwells a small part of the truth.
I feel I need to take or make a decision - it's profound and it affects the rest of my life and in doing this I it makes a further couple of outcomes possible. One is a comforting, familiar world, one that I have lived in for many years. The other sets me off on a new course and direction.
I've tasted the life elsewhere and I like the idea of just getting out of the current rut and get along elsewhere and to my own agenda.
I felt I heard the voice of caution this evening and wasn't sure that I should be cautious anymore. I've been cautious and steady for 30 years or more and why wouldn't I after giving that level of service not want the opportunity to cut loose - go and do what I want to do?
Then I recall this piece of music and listening to it - well it isn't resolving my issues at all! But it is a great piece of music.
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