I ended up sitting downstairs until 3:30 as I was a bit annoyed after having been out for a meal we returned having discussed some things but then we hit a rocky bit and I just needed to be left alone to think.
Today's been a bad one and not helped by a friend who contacted me and has had some pretty awful times, now on various charitable schemes and also having been very down and close to suicide. I'm far from that and wouldn't contemplate anything like that because surely things can't be that bad that you need to do that. I would suggest it is a pretty selfish thing to do especially if you have family.
So today has been a misty, raining, autumnal typical English heading towards winter day. It's damp and solemn and drippy and misty. It's downright depressing and so my mood matches it.
And yet I have moments where I feel quite normal and upbeat.
It sounds bad doesn't it? I'm not in a really bad place though so don't worry about that, I'm just now working through the stuff I need to to work out what I need to do next.
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